Sometimes when you think hard enough, you start to see life in new perspectives. Perspectives can make you question your being, make you dig deep into a grave where you have really been hiding all these years. Sometimes when I'm around a group of people I wonder off into a world where nothing matters, where it's just me and stars, where fear, sorrow and mistakes don't exist. I guess this trance I fall into makes me numb, feels like my existence is on another plain. It sometimes feels cold like death, a loss of breath, with a faint heart beat, and cold air. In fear of whats going to happen next. Life is funny because you never know whats going to happen next or who you will meet. I like to think of life as a blank canvas -- well at least that's how it starts. Over time the canvas begin to form into what you become as a person. My canvas is now blank, for I am starting my life over from scratch, not afraid of anything that is about to come my way!
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